So, enough about other people. Where am I at? Well, I feel like I am sort of in an inbetween place. Or, maybe a jumping off place would be a better way of explaining it. Not that I'm not content with where I am, I am. But, I feel like a lot is happening that I can't actually put words to. Like I'm moving but I can't see where I'm going yet. Like walking while looking at your feet. I feel like I'm detecting movement but it is so subtle that the shift is not complete enough to be noticable yet. Like watching the sun set or clouds move on a windless day. And yet, some changes have shifted enough to be felt. But, unfortunately, I can not put them into words...but I want to. I'm very wordy. That's sone of the shifts. I am becoming more *careful* with my words. Not that I don't talk A LOT still, cause I do. But, I am more aware of my words and their impact. Even on me. And I've been craving, and taking time and space for myself. A lot of time and space. It must have been needed. I am still feeling the need for my own time and space. But, I really enjoyed coffee tonight and the prospect of ritual tomorrow. And next weekend. Tha's the payoff of time for me; I enjoy time with my friends so much more when I've given myself the time I need.
Weird post, I know.